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The Winds of Calhoun Street

Suddenly a breeze is born
and almost as quickly moves
through a plain unmolested.
All at once and everywhere,
in spaces as far and near
as one’s imagination,
the conspiracy once again twists into motion.

Centuries tick away
and still this wind
maneuvers itself
about obstacles,
some new, some old,
some no longer present
others yet to exist.

All of the wind that has once
existed pushes onward
with purpose searching for its
final resting place, one where
it needn’t push much longer,
a spot to recollect all
prior experience with
relish, reflect on regret
and choices that put it here
or there, to discover the
path less taken.

Sooner or later all the wind travels to Calhoun Street,
Sometimes all at once,
Where it will knock your hat from your head
When you are not paying attention.

These Old Telephones, They Used to Ring

Inside an empty room, an old style
telephone, complete with rotary
dialer and tones unheard today,
idly sits on a small stand often
reserved for personal belongings:
Sunglasses, keys, mailed advertisements.
Idle until the ringing sound begins.
One long sound after another, that same
sound again and again, staining the
absurd white of the surrounding walls.

Ah, tonight! It could have been the night,
if only...Somehow there is always an
"If only," a "Could have been." Tonight,
if only someone was here, inside,
to put a stop to the monotony
of the tireless mailings and the
uncompromising ringing noises.
These old telephones they used to ring
but the junk mail still collects, all on
idle stands surrounded by walls of
different whites, none the same as any other.

There is a Way the Summer Ends

The sounds of sunshine
and baseball on the radio
give way to soft winds
luring leaves toward the
ground; forcing trees
to undress too swiftly
as though the largest
longest party had
ended maybe an hour
before, and they just
arrived home, exhausted.
If you stare at a
sunset for too long
you go blind. I think
that is how that
saying goes. Either way
eventually they all
look the same,
the sunsets do, so
what is the point?
Too much of a good thing
makes that thing
not so good anymore.
The colors of leaves
in late October
Never seem boring
even if the colors
are always the same
(even if the timing is not).
Change permeates the air.
It becomes necessary
for everything to
ultimately stay the same.

After the fall,
winter arrives,
followed by all the others.
The days are numbered
One, Two, Three….
followed by all the others.
Sometimes, there
is one extra.
I cannot fathom
where the sun
finds the time.

The Presumption of an Open Field

I can bring you to the field where I died
that first time. Even, I remember the day.
Harsh light, more unkind than any complete darkness
or bitter cold, reminds me that
re-birthing requires
time and patience; practice and luck,
often with no end,
thus remaining incomplete
despite an ongoing struggle versus minutes and hours,
miles and miles…
 
We travel to this field, you and I,
pushing through wind
as it lashes our cheeks and forehead
doling out punishment unforeseen.
Diluted now, the sun dips low in the sky,
teases with long forgotten potential.
Its warmth uselessly consumed by the past.
 
“Nothing is forever,” you tell me.
“So what of Death, then?”
I know I should not speak.
Throughout the silence I seek forever.
“This field is like any other field,” you say,
too casually ignoring Death.
Silent dissension fills the air
enveloping us in a fog composed
of all imaginable doubt and regret.
I see differences when no one else can
Therefore this field becomes unique
(to me at least).
I know now to keep silent,
as a child should in the company of adults.
“Poetry will never exist in your soul.”
I know this as absolute truth.
This is the field where I died and was reborn.
Nothing is forever.
 
When the end result is met,
what matters the route taken?
Truth matters in the end. It is all that is.
The horizon, unforgiving and relentless,
swallows whole what remains
of the feckless sun.
 
This field and horizon are innocent,
playing only their parts in a larger charade.
Satellite reflections are all we have now,
leading us to truth, something real (or perceived as much).
Pale light takes my hand and I take yours
to follow this mirage toward the selfish center
tucked away
into a corner of the vast
Unknown.
Waiting to be discovered yet again.
“And what of Death?”
“Nothing is forever.”

When the Spring Becomes Itself

I straighten raindrops with my eyes,
swallow wind whole with my mouth;

feel the sunshine in my mind,
forage atmospheres and find

solace in a Sunday noon.
Minute flowers, all abloom,

Sleepy clouds drifting through time
(while colors of space rewind)

each remind, relentlessly,
me through their soliloquy

yes, I begin to grow old;
Despite the truth I’m unsold.

Red, yellow, and blue denies
indirect warmth from replies

of misguided uneven light,
Savage mistresses affright

a random crowd of living things
with raucously flapping wings

Toward the unknown known beyond
mirrored reflections; abscond

to the peaceful state wherein
the slanted sun erases sin.

Brushing Cobwebs from a Kitchen Window

Four a.m. is too early to vacuum.
Or is it too late in the day?
EIther way,
now is not the time.

Throughout the summer
I have no concept
of night,
of darkness.

I cannot recall,
In, say, July,
the look of the night sky,
star-spotted and cloudless.

Maybe some of those
wispy cirrus clouds
attempt to form and
gather for unknown purposes.                    

Now, an early sun
creates hues of pinks and blues
beyond the timeline of my backyard,          
noticed through a solitary
kitchen window.

Dingy curtains part  
to afford this view.
Stringy cobwebs,
forgotten by time,
exist in the periphery.

Breakfast time
at a kitchen table
haphazardly covered
with a cloth meant
for anything else is
The most lonely
time of any day.